Today I suppose to be very happy as I spend my day with my buddies since the morning until night. But my mood turn down once I read what my sisters wrote. I am definitely disappointed on how they look at me. Damn! Do I look like such mother fucker who seems to betray anyone of them because of a man? OMG! I wonder what is on their mind? I thought they knew how much they meant to me, but my heart is all broken when I read all of the statements they wrote to me. I think I was too silly to try so hard to persuade an old fart to change his fucking mind, as in the end what I would get is the girls mad at me! Well, if you girls think that I am such an asshole, you could just put the blame on me, and I swear I won't argue for more. The hurt is deep for me, but none of you will know.

Damn sad,
Silly Jo